wow its been a long time!
hello! it has been soo long since i last wrote in this thing! well heres an update! I have been rather busy lately with my best friends and my other friend from outta town, then my cuzin andy came home from Iraq so we had the welcoming home party for him which was alotta fun! O and i tlkd to Matthew again but idt he has any intertst so im playing it by ear. BUT my birthday is in a few days and this guy in the band(Richard) is really cute so theres that to think about AND this other guy that i think is soo cute(Stephan) is also coming! so im worried about that! well thats all i can really think of right now..haha
ttyl!
andy marie 
bored
hello everyone! omg is it early, usually i would be at swim team practive but it was canceled for the 2nd day in a row! and i am the only one up and im really bored 
so im gonna write about the one topic i never trely explianed..Brian.
So it was 2 weeks before halloween and an i was at lunch with my two x best friends karen and lisa, then thes juniors walked up the lisa and were most def creepin on her. Me and karen were bascily off in our own little worlds when two guys walked up to us, Brian and Stan. Stan was like in love with karen so we started hanging out with them, adn the whole time i didnt really like Brian i just thought he was nice, O did i mention he has some physical disablitys(to put it nicely). well anyways, me and brian eventually started likeing eachother, so it wasnt werid for people whe we spent time together in the halls. We were in chorus together and we were going on the disney tripin a couple weeks, i had found out he had planned to ask me out on the disney trip..i didnt want that one bit. i had planned to hang out with my friend peggy the whole time so this was a little spoiler. so i was praying that he would wait till after the disney trip..NOPE! about 4 days before the trip he was giving me a ride home from school when he faked a flat and had me go get a spare from the trunk, all i found in there was a huge bubdle of roses and then ben with his class ring asking to be his girlfriend. whats a girl to do?! so of course my romantic side won me over and i said yes, and from that day it just went down hill.
brian isvery..moody i guess you could say. he can be happy one moment then you could say one thing wrong and he could be ready to hit you. He was very clingy from the beginning while i was like, i need my space. He always hated it when i would hang out with my friends over him and when i would go to family things and i would never invite him. He had a temper on him and if you piss him off you better run for cover becuz he can hit really had if he wants to. i never went very far with him and that made him so mad. so he would call me names and be an all around ass to me thinking it would make me want to do stuff. Usually ben was a perfect gentalmen, but when we werent around people his nice smile and wonderful attitude was gone. He was diffrent and somtimes i was really scared but i could tell anyone cuz i thought they would think i was lieing..
After ben dumped me becuz i wouldnt have sex with him, i had begun to move on. that made him really mad. So one night while i was at a party i was talking to a boy and brian wouldnt stop txting me. So the boy took my fone and sent him a txt saying stop txting my girl. So i knew that would make ben relaly mad so i called him and txtd him to tell him that it was a joke and not to wry. but it was to late. He called and bitchd me out, and then he began txting me telling me that i was a stupid slut and that i shuld die and tons of other mean things. after that our friendship had changed, i could never look at him the same way and it was just werid. i dont want to sound full of myself, but that boy has not stopped calling or txting me asking me to either get back with him or to give him..well you no. eachtime i say no but it is really starting to bug me. so a few weeks ago me and brian and shelly and a few otehr people went downtown, and me and brian went to go meet up with other people while shelly went to hang out with other people. a few hours later shelly calls brian and asks him for a ride home, so as hes leaving me and like 3 other people ask for a ride home later. so its like 10:20 so i txt him and im like how much longer do you think ur gonna be cuz we get another ride if your gonna take forever. no more than 5 minutes later shelly calls me and bitchs me out for 45 minutes about how im such a “scum sucking whore.” those are her exact words. that was the last time i talkd to brian or shelly. and that was a month ago. atleast until last night. which is in my other blog.
well just thought i would explain the brian situation 
OMG! NEWS HUGE NEWS!
ok so i just got home from a night out on the town with my best friends, and my other good friend leah from ohio. and low and be hold i have a voice mail and who is it from my good old BRIAN! and he basicly tells me he has dropped almost all of his friends to get me back! like wtf?! he also tell me that girls have come up to him(hard to believe) and he just cant flirt or anything with them because he “gave me his heart adn he never got it back.”
ok idk wtf to do about this boy because he is stalking me and it is truely scaring me. I am trying to move on with matthew and he will not leave me the fuck alone! HELP!!
XOXO,
andy marie
my sweet sixteen!
hello everyone! sorry i havent written in a while, but i have been very busy planning my sweet sixteen!! its not just my sweet sixteen thought its also my golden birthdayy! so my mom and dad are letting me throw a huge party! Me and my friends kylie and laureen helpd me think up the theme, a circus! we are getting popcorn machines, cotton candy machines, and a hot dog machine! along with that we will have tons of chips and stuff! im so excited but im also really nerves. it is gonna be a huge party so im inviting Matthew, and im scared he either wont come and ill be sad OR he will come and ill be super nervous! can you see my delima! and on top of that, my x best friend shelly is trying to get back into my life! Im so confused! i thought turning 16 was supposed to be one of the best days of your life! i guess not im my case 
XOXO
andy marie
wow!
so last night i slept at laurens house, then around 1:30 i went to the pool with lauren, kylie, and rox. when i got there i found out that Matthew was wrking today, so of course i flip! but i knew i had to make a better impression this time. so this time when he wlkd by i said hi, and acording to rox he was happy i said hi but im not so sure..AND thnkx to rox he has my number becuz she txtd him from my fone last night at laurens! so im a happy camper!
XOXO,
andy marie.
my day..dnt get me startd.
hey! ok so today has basicly been a fail. so the guy i like, matthew, wrks at the pool down the street from me so i usually go when i no hes wrking. So today i was feeling extra daring and i went to go tlk to him. Now people that no me well enough no that i tend to get really nerveous around guys i like, i tend to act like im 5. It’s really embarresing. so back to my story, I walk up to the candy counter and i had this whole big speech planned out in my head. As soon as i get up there its gone, and all of a sudden im shaking! with my whole carfully planned out speech gone, i just ask for a water bottle. Hummileated i wlk bak to the table where lauren and kylie are wating for me. Of course they arent to happy that i forgot wut to say so they send me up again! this time is even worse. I try and start a conversation, but it seems my presence does nothing but piss him off so i leave. I feel so stupid! I hate trying to get a guy, that i no i dnt have any chance with, to like me! ahhh! why do guys have to be so freaking confusing!
well i gtg! love always!
andy marie
my summer so far!
Hello again! Last night i decided i was going to record my whole summer on my blog along with my 3 best friends (it was Kylie’s idea!). so far this summer i have been doing swim team, i really do not like swimming at all but its always been my dads dream for me to be a swimmer just like him. I hate swimming, this summer thought the only reason im doing it is to lose weight. I want to lose 20 pounds by my birthday. It actully was at a swim meet that i met matthew, he was wrking and i hadnt seen him since school had gotten out, but hes still as cute as ever . so now thats even more ensentive for to go to swim meets, but iv also been doing a lot of riding. At my barn im a jumping champion, i have the trophy to prove it. then i have just been hanging out at the poll and trying to get a tan .
Some of the more fun things iv done are i went to chicago with my 3 best friends, ands last night we went bowling and lazer tagging. and yes i am a beast at lazer tag i killd them in the first round I love you guyss!!
well i gtg hope you guys enjoy my up date! haha ttyl!
andy marie ;P
Hello this is me :)
Hi! my name is Andy Marie, I am 15 turning 16 and i love life. I love riding horses, swimming, singing, and being on speech team. I have the worlds best friends they are Lauren, Kylie, and Roxanne. They are probly the koolest people iv ever met, and they make me smile and laugh every day! I have 2 parents, 1 sister, 1 dog, and a fish. My family is actully pretty stressful..they make my life so crazy but i still love them. I do not have a boyfriend at the momment but i like this one guy, his name is matthew, and he is so nice. I have liked matthew for a long time even when i had a boyfriend!(I had the same boyfriend for 6 months) but wutever thats a diffrent story! well thats me
Love forever,
Andy Marie ;P
