my day..dnt get me startd.

hey! ok so today has basicly been a fail. so the guy i like, matthew, wrks at the pool down the street from me so i usually go when i no hes wrking. So today i was feeling extra daring and i went to go tlk to him. Now people that no me well enough no that i tend to get really nerveous around guys i like, i tend to act like im 5. It’s really embarresing. so back to my story, I walk up to the candy counter and i had this whole big speech planned out in my head. As soon as i get up there its gone, and all of a sudden im shaking! with my whole carfully planned out speech gone, i just ask for a water bottle. Hummileated i wlk bak to the table where lauren and kylie are wating for me. Of course they arent to happy that i forgot wut to say so they send  me up again! this time is even worse. I try and start a conversation, but it seems my presence does nothing but piss him off so i leave. I feel so stupid! I hate trying to get a guy, that i no i dnt have any chance with, to like me! ahhh! why do guys have to be so freaking confusing!

well i gtg! love always!

andy marie

June 27, 2009. Uncategorized.