wow its been a long time!
hello! it has been soo long since i last wrote in this thing! well heres an update! I have been rather busy lately with my best friends and my other friend from outta town, then my cuzin andy came home from Iraq so we had the welcoming home party for him which was alotta fun! O and i tlkd to Matthew again but idt he has any intertst so im playing it by ear. BUT my birthday is in a few days and this guy in the band(Richard) is really cute so theres that to think about AND this other guy that i think is soo cute(Stephan) is also coming! so im worried about that! well thats all i can really think of right now..haha
ttyl!
andy marie 
bored
hello everyone! omg is it early, usually i would be at swim team practive but it was canceled for the 2nd day in a row! and i am the only one up and im really bored 
so im gonna write about the one topic i never trely explianed..Brian.
So it was 2 weeks before halloween and an i was at lunch with my two x best friends karen and lisa, then thes juniors walked up the lisa and were most def creepin on her. Me and karen were bascily off in our own little worlds when two guys walked up to us, Brian and Stan. Stan was like in love with karen so we started hanging out with them, adn the whole time i didnt really like Brian i just thought he was nice, O did i mention he has some physical disablitys(to put it nicely). well anyways, me and brian eventually started likeing eachother, so it wasnt werid for people whe we spent time together in the halls. We were in chorus together and we were going on the disney tripin a couple weeks, i had found out he had planned to ask me out on the disney trip..i didnt want that one bit. i had planned to hang out with my friend peggy the whole time so this was a little spoiler. so i was praying that he would wait till after the disney trip..NOPE! about 4 days before the trip he was giving me a ride home from school when he faked a flat and had me go get a spare from the trunk, all i found in there was a huge bubdle of roses and then ben with his class ring asking to be his girlfriend. whats a girl to do?! so of course my romantic side won me over and i said yes, and from that day it just went down hill.
brian isvery..moody i guess you could say. he can be happy one moment then you could say one thing wrong and he could be ready to hit you. He was very clingy from the beginning while i was like, i need my space. He always hated it when i would hang out with my friends over him and when i would go to family things and i would never invite him. He had a temper on him and if you piss him off you better run for cover becuz he can hit really had if he wants to. i never went very far with him and that made him so mad. so he would call me names and be an all around ass to me thinking it would make me want to do stuff. Usually ben was a perfect gentalmen, but when we werent around people his nice smile and wonderful attitude was gone. He was diffrent and somtimes i was really scared but i could tell anyone cuz i thought they would think i was lieing..
After ben dumped me becuz i wouldnt have sex with him, i had begun to move on. that made him really mad. So one night while i was at a party i was talking to a boy and brian wouldnt stop txting me. So the boy took my fone and sent him a txt saying stop txting my girl. So i knew that would make ben relaly mad so i called him and txtd him to tell him that it was a joke and not to wry. but it was to late. He called and bitchd me out, and then he began txting me telling me that i was a stupid slut and that i shuld die and tons of other mean things. after that our friendship had changed, i could never look at him the same way and it was just werid. i dont want to sound full of myself, but that boy has not stopped calling or txting me asking me to either get back with him or to give him..well you no. eachtime i say no but it is really starting to bug me. so a few weeks ago me and brian and shelly and a few otehr people went downtown, and me and brian went to go meet up with other people while shelly went to hang out with other people. a few hours later shelly calls brian and asks him for a ride home, so as hes leaving me and like 3 other people ask for a ride home later. so its like 10:20 so i txt him and im like how much longer do you think ur gonna be cuz we get another ride if your gonna take forever. no more than 5 minutes later shelly calls me and bitchs me out for 45 minutes about how im such a “scum sucking whore.” those are her exact words. that was the last time i talkd to brian or shelly. and that was a month ago. atleast until last night. which is in my other blog.
well just thought i would explain the brian situation 
OMG! NEWS HUGE NEWS!
ok so i just got home from a night out on the town with my best friends, and my other good friend leah from ohio. and low and be hold i have a voice mail and who is it from my good old BRIAN! and he basicly tells me he has dropped almost all of his friends to get me back! like wtf?! he also tell me that girls have come up to him(hard to believe) and he just cant flirt or anything with them because he “gave me his heart adn he never got it back.”
ok idk wtf to do about this boy because he is stalking me and it is truely scaring me. I am trying to move on with matthew and he will not leave me the fuck alone! HELP!!
XOXO,
andy marie
my sweet sixteen!
hello everyone! sorry i havent written in a while, but i have been very busy planning my sweet sixteen!! its not just my sweet sixteen thought its also my golden birthdayy! so my mom and dad are letting me throw a huge party! Me and my friends kylie and laureen helpd me think up the theme, a circus! we are getting popcorn machines, cotton candy machines, and a hot dog machine! along with that we will have tons of chips and stuff! im so excited but im also really nerves. it is gonna be a huge party so im inviting Matthew, and im scared he either wont come and ill be sad OR he will come and ill be super nervous! can you see my delima! and on top of that, my x best friend shelly is trying to get back into my life! Im so confused! i thought turning 16 was supposed to be one of the best days of your life! i guess not im my case 
XOXO
andy marie
